Hi ladies,

Berry, welcome and big hugs. You have had to be very brave to do what's best for your daughter and I hope you can find comfort and an outlet for your issues in this forum as I have.

Paula, so glad to hear you're feeling better!! Your story about Christmas is sad, there are so many issues with Christmases after losing a baby aren't there?

Helen, that's great that the OB is taking your case seriously and doing the surgery personally. It sounds like you're in safe hands. I hope the surgery goes well for you.

Katie, where are our pictures of Anna?! stop hogging her all to yourself

Lan, I'm still here, reading every day. Sorry to hear the girls in your team are being difficult.

Laney, so sorry to hear about your bleeding and medical mix-ups really not what you need at the moment is it. But you know there's a heartbeat and you're on clexane so you're probably fine, try and relax and enjoy your holiday (I assume you get a holiday for thanksgiving, obviously we don't have it here)

Diana, so sorry to hear your cycles are all over the place... is it possible that stress and worry are making your cycles abnormal? That's what the doctors told me was happening. At least the FS is trying to get things going.

Bulliej, it must have been hard to get the pathology results back for your bub... I guess at least you know why it happened and that it was beyond your control. I hope you get the answers you need from your appointment.

Jo, I just wanted to say that Clexane and aspirin is probably a really good thing... there are clotting factors they haven't discovered yet and sometimes there is no evidence even though that is the problem. My high risk OB told me that clexane and aspirin help with the implantation and devlopment of the placenta and are low risk. I hope that taking it can give you a little bit of confidence. Also, that was so lovely of your mother... I think part of the isolation we feel is that other's don't share our grief or appreciate how important our angels are, it's lovely that your family does.

Hi to all the other ladies

As for me, tomorrow is D-day, the day in the pregnancy Edward died I'm feeling not too bad. We have some stuff planned for the weekend to try and distract ourselves, seeing the new bond movie and having dinner and whatever else we feel like. I think on Tuesday I'll feel better as it was Fri- Mon that the whole saga unfolded. It will feel quite strange to be further along than I ever got last time, but very nice. Bub is still kicking like mad at time, he/she has loads of energy sometimes and seemingly more than four limbs!!! Ultrasound next wednesday and finally see the doctor (haven't seen him since 12 weeks).

Love Rozzie