Beata & Joe thankyou for your kind words, they do mean alot to me. And, Beata I didn't even notice you spelt His name wrong.. I had just read it as Jayvan in my head anyway ^^;
After a bit of a cry to a friend of mine at work (who had experienced the same thing as all of us) I'm feeling a bit better, albiet a little guilty for bringing my baggage to work, but better
I bought a little reb hoodi bond jumper today as a testiment that the next little bub will be coming home with us! And we're officially on the TTC bandwagon now, which is conforting in a way.
this is the last post where I dribble about myself!! I'm starting to even annoy me ><;;