TTC AFTER Late Loss/Recurrent Miscarriage/ Stillbirth 2010

[blessedatlast]

Hi All,

I am still stalking you all! Sorry to the newcomers that find themselves here Congratulations to those who get out of here lol and hello to Everyone else

I am doing ok, what more can I say? It is really hard though knowing this month there is NO CHANCE of a pregnancy!! AF came the other day. Of course she did, If she didn't then that definitely would have been immaculate conception! lol. My cycles are still relatively regular, (32-33 days) even though I have gone off the herbs.. I think I had mid cycle spotting last month due to stress.. Stress does awful things. Anyway, now I am off the TTC path I have been drinking and not feeling guilty! Don't worry though, I am still looking after myself.. Got exams for the next 3wks running so I am trying to stay healthy and focussed! I can't believe I am almost through my 1st semester! Time goes so fast! Anyway, enough drunken ramblings from me (No I'm not drunk, I am only on my 1st red wine ) for those who are UTD and for everyone else

Also Dory, a special note for you - Thank you so much for all the beautiful complimenting and encouraging comments on my blog.. They are much appreciated

[ChrisW]

Thanks for the welcome everyone!

Dory – my DH is right there with you about sleeping with the windows open, although I have to put my foot down when the temp drops below 60°F. I’m a wimp when it comes to the cold!

Angelic – thanks for the welcome and the encouragement. I’m really starting to think there may still be some hope for us, although it’s difficult without having had a full-term pregnancy and an earthside bubs. I’m also preparing myself for the possibility that the docs won’t be able to find anything specific, but at least they’re looking now (as opposed to pointing out the obvious about my age).

Chez – sorry about your AF arriving along with your migraines. Sending lots of babydust and luck your way for this next cycle!

AFM – HPT tomorrow (AF due Wednesday). Trying not to imagine everything as a pregnancy symptom!

Hugs to everyone!

[Gigi1]

Chris, Welcome and so sorry that you have had so much heart ache.
I have been lurking so not in here so much lately. Just wanted to drop in and wish you hope and luck for tomorrow. xoxoxo

[TeniBear]

Grrr silly DH has turned me down the past three nights because he's tired... I'm fairly certain I'm Oing right now He better give me something tonight, and tomorrow... Or I'll have to knock him out and do it myself

[Gigi1]

Grrr silly DH has turned me down the past three nights because he's tired... I'm fairly certain I'm Oing right now He better give me something tonight, and tomorrow... Or I'll have to knock him out and do it myself

Sounds like one must be more enticing!
Good Luck!

[Samcougar]

Hello Lovely ladies.

Chez, I'm sorry AF arrived. I'm glad to hear that the FS has changed her attitude and wants to try other options. I really hope it works for you, Goodluck hun.

ChrisW, Hello and welcome, i'm so sorry you have found yourself here. I have my fingers crossed for a BFP for you today. I know it's hard not to second guess every niggle, pain and off feeling you get at the end of the tww. Goodluck hun i'll be thinking of you today.

Hope, Hello and welcome too. I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope your stay here is a short one.

Tenibear,

Grrr silly DH has turned me down the past three nights because he's tired... I'm fairly certain I'm Oing right now He better give me something tonight, and tomorrow... Or I'll have to knock him out and do it myself

I think he better change his mind rather quickly

A Big hello to everyone else i missed. I hope you are all well.

AFM no news on the ttc front. but in other news, I convinced DH that after spying a mouse in the house, we needed a cat. He agreed so we drove to Port Macquarie (about 1 hr away) and got one from the RSPCA shelter there. It's nice to have him cuddle up next to me and keep me company while DH is away.Our two dogs are too big to come inside and would be like a bull in a china shop if they did get in. Anyway i hope you all have a lovely day

[angelicdragon]

I have 2 lines... for how long is anyones guess but they are getting darker each day.. I am I think 13dpo or 12 dpo. With my history though I am not sure what to think until I get to about 13 wks and still have a heartbeat.