Hi everyone

Sorry I have been MIA for a while. Had a very rough week and just needed some alone time to deal with it. One of the issues was AF - the wicked witch arrived It hit me much harder than I would have thought. I also just found that everywhere I looked I saw babies and I just couldn't control my emotions. I feel like I have gone 10 steps back but I am trying to claw my way back.

Spring - I'm sorry that the death certificate for Harrison arrived. I thought we would get one because on the letter from the funeral place it said that we would get it within 10 working days of the funeral and it never turned up. I got my mum to ring and they said that it was a mistake on the letter and that we don't get one because on the birth certificate it says stillborn. It was awful because for weeks I was dreading going to the mailbox in case the death certificate was there. I hope you had a nice weekend with DH and I hope he is back very soon.

Mel - I still have my fingers crossed for you

Hope everyone else is well.