Sorry it has been so long since my last post. Thank you everyone for your words....they really help. I am going over to my in-laws on Sat to celebrate Christmas....hopefully things go ok. If not I am taking your advice and going to try to talk to her.....I found out a friend of mine is pregnant yesterday. I knew she had been trying in order to kinda trap the baby's father into a relationship and felt really bad about her even trying. Of course it led to some more nightmares last night and I am having a rough morning. I wanted to write a note and say how much you all inspire me to have hope and look to the future. I read this blog and immediately feel like I might actually be able to have a healthy child someday. THANK YOU for your continued hope and perseverance.
Aries- I am so sorry for your loss. What a terrible year. This holiday must be so difficult. I am sending a lot of hugs your way.
blessedatlast- wow-what a terrible doctor's apt. How are you holding together? Do you have a good group of high risk doctors there? I am so sorry that you got bad news. hugs your way too.
Gigi1- I totally understand how you feel. I can't do anything more than do holiday shopping on the internet. Christmas was always my favorite time of year and now I feel like sometimes I am just trying to keep my head above water. I think your memorial idea is wonderful. Best of luck getting through the next few weeks.
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