Hi Girls
I second Cmegles, Dory and others.
Got through Christmas, we didn't enjoy it too much but we survived. My nephew opened his presents and they were a hit. Broke our bruised heart in a bitter sweet moment, seeing his excitement and happiness. Wish our little girl was here too for her first Christmas with her cousin. He is right into Babies at the moment and he would have been doting over her.
Just did some retail therapy in Spotlight...boy i have to start sewing soon to use up all the stuff i have bought since DD was on the way.
I want this year over with. I am not normally a negative person, but tonight it is a quiet one at home for me. DH is working and I just want 2009 history. Not what happened but I need the pain to soften a little. I need the anger to fade a little. I want it over. BUT, there is a part of me that is so sad to let this year go, the year our little girl was born. I hate that everything is great and **** in the same breath.
Well now that is off my chest.
There is a very real chance we made a baby on Christmas Eve, You never know. I think we are still a month or two off as i have a cyst at the moment and I know i need to detox. But you never know and not for lack of trying as always. I am not quite ready i guess and i hope it will be a month or two away but we are happy either way and it will be a trying time now or later. I think i am tired, This year has made me tired. I feel like i have aged too.
Oh i think i might go and what a dvd, i am not very positive today. SOrry to bring anyone down and hope you all have a wonderful new years eve.
I hope 2010 will bring you much joy and fortune.
Love HM xoxo