A quicky from me too ladies. How are you all.

Tash I completely get the paranoia...been there hun and often still visit. Here if you need to chat more about it. I will be able to type more tomorrow. Wonderful idea for your ob babe, getting all your info together prior...you are an 'ideas girl!' xoxo You have had a full on time lately love and you are doing so well with it. As well as can be expected. Huge hugs. xoox

Tess, Blessed, and MT2- gla dto knwo you are all still hanging round. Love and hugs to you all.

AFM- Sorry i have not great news. AF arrived and kicking my butt today. Went to see a movie tonight and regretably ate too much **** and now i feel horrid. Why do i not learn. Anyway, got some yoga in before discomfort got too bad. Going to watch some tv now and chill.

The last couple of days have been great for my photography though. I got to take some newborn shots of a friends baby and did a short course where i got to learn some night time tips. I got some fantastic shots of the laser show on the river. Some of night traffic. One of which i might even get to sell. Very exciting. i posted a couple and I am gob smacked at the response from people. Made me feel proud and surprised at how far i have come. I have got more to learn...anyway that is me for tonight.

I am gutted to the soul and tired of this battle tonight...weary of it all. I just don't know. What more must i learn, how much stronger must i be.
We talked for the first time in a long time today about fostering and looking into it further.

Love to all and thanks so much for your well wishes. xoxo