hey Jo (((HUGS))) for AF. Day 1 here too but in my case I was expecting it.
Has anyone had trouble TTC then had a lap and tubes flushed and been able to get pg after? I am just looking for some sort of hope here.
I've had my cry for the day .. just feel so alone with it all and no-one I can really talk to. Nobody I know understands the feeling of loss not only for a baby but also the loss of fertility .. I just feel like I am facing the end of our TTC road and nobody understands the worry I am going thru, the fear and well.. just hard to explain. Maybe I am holding out for a miracle of news on Thursday from the lap.. maybe I am also building up so I am not to hard hit when I get the bad news.. I just dunno anything anymore.
Does this ever get any easier?
Sorry for the me posts lately.. just not in a good space lately.

Thinking of you all though and hoping to see some BFPs over ehre.
Jude