Hi Everyone
Still lurking...been feeling really down and hormonal...so have been a bit quite. I should be jumping out of my skin because the mole thing is all sorted. The dr has recommended that we should seriously think about making this our last IVF attempt as the affects the drugs are having on my body are getting a bit scarey. Anyway...had a visit from the little girls across the road yesterday...5yrs, 9yrs and 13 yrs...and they were chatting away about the kids they are going to have when they grow up...how many girls or boyts...the order they'll have them in...the best age differences and their names!!! I found myself sitting there with a huge lump in my throat praying that there dreams will come true and they never know the pain of loss...I have been so affected by their conversation I couldn't even go to our other neighbours little boys 2nd birthday today. The thought of seeind little kids and haapy families seemed too much...DH and I have been fighting all day and have only just 'made up'...I'm sure we are having a delayed response to everything that's hapened over the past months...somedays are just hard hey? Tomorrow will be ok...but where is AF...CD 40 tomorrow????? Sorry for the vent?
Hope everyone has an uplifting week filled with great news xxx