Hi Girls,

Spring - I am thinking of you and your DH today on Harrison's 5 month birthday. How are you doing? How is Lil' Spring behaving today?

Mel - I am sorry you are feeling a little down and forgotten. I am sure that it is just that
people don't think about the dates. No one said anything to me really either, but I think it is the same old thing where they just think they don't want to upset you (like it can get any more upsetting right?) But I know what you mean, it sort of comes back to that feeling that life has gone on for everyone else, and we are just stuck here, standing still. Like Lynn has said, there is no way that anyone can understand what we have been through unless they too have had to go through it. I hope you are feeling better, I think that it is a huge milestone the 6 months. Now, what is Zucchini slice?? Sounds yummy!

Lynn - Glad to hear that you are having a better day. I am not really sure what all of your medical stuff means, but I am sorry that it wasn't all great news. At least, like you said the other week, your Ob has a plan. I hope AF comes soon for you so you can have a fresh start this month.

Michelle - I have never really thought about what you have said about from here the pregnancy is all new to you. That is such a milestone for you. I hope you find the rest of the pregnancy boring and uneventful until the day you get to meet your little one. Congratulations!

Flowerchild - I am glad to hear that your bleeding has stopped. How are you feeling now?

Hello to everyone else. Hope you are all well.

I am feeling a little better today too. I had a bit of a meltdown last night, but I think that I needed to have a good cry and get it out. I have decided to try to eliminate stress from my life, as really, there is just no need for it. Nothing can compare to losing your child, so I am not going to let things like work and bills etc worry me. I am going to leave work (well in a couple of weeks - I am going on holidays at Easter, so no point looking for a new job before then) and have a fresh start.