Aunty M Thanks for your feedback!! And thank you for bothering to read through all the editing in my post!! I was thinking more last night about our angels coming back and i came up with this. I beleive in a mind,body,spirit idea. So when say Darren was concieved, his body wasn't the best, but i felt his spirit. So say the next time i concieve, i will hopefully create a more appropriate body for his spirit, however.... the mind which is like the combo of the two may be different because the genes, DNA etc that go into making the body may be different to who he might have been before. So in essence, their spritis may be the same, but the person they become will have his own path and his own identity. The same with Zahra. Her body was fine, but maybe next time some things may be different in the make up, combined with her spirit to create a new person. A bit deep and meaningful, but i like it. And then there is always the idea of a fresh new spirit all together.
Do what you feel right doing as far as work goes (says me, typing away at work too, i think a few of us are guilty of that!!) Like you said, the money will help, and the distraction and the fact you have to get up and go can sometimes help. Sometimes. One thing i did was i got a few baby ducklings, some chickens and a new dog who needed my attention and care every morning as a way to help get me out of bed each day. The ducks are now nearly fully grown, the chickens are laying eggs and our new doggy has settled in nicely. I was trying to think of how to describe a pioncianna tree, it may be hard. They arn't too tall, but they grow wide with thick branches that just stretch out in every direction and they have a green foliage, but not like big leaves, like fragile bushes at the end of the branches. I can only imagine how you will take that, maybe one of the other aussie girls might do a better job. Mine isn't very big yet, and winter is taking it toll but the idea is that my kids will climb it one day, and their kids kids and so on. We planted it at my pub which has been in my bosses family for like 100 years and always will be, so i thought it was a safe spot. I dont own my own home yet, so i wasn't going to plant one where i rent, and im here most of the time anyway. How is your cherry tree growing?
I was just re reading your post...you know even though Yeti may not need you to take care of him, i'm sure he would want you to take care of you. Like me, your time off is for grieving and those days that you put aside to care for Yeti, are now there for you to take care of your and you partners hurt and pain. That is how i look at it anyway.
Hi to everyone!! I hope you are all doing ok. Has anyone gotten a positive since i've been away. i think it was britkane (sorry if it wasn't) who had slight line and an actual BFP. Do we have absolute confirmation yet? i hope so!!
I was thinking more last night about our angels coming back and i came up with this. I beleive in a mind, body, spirit idea. So when say Darren was concieved, his body wasn't the best, but i felt his spirit. So say the next time i concieve, i will hopefully create a more appropriate body for his spirit, however.... the mind which is like the combo of the two may be different because the genes, DNA etc that go into making the body may be different to who he might have been before. So in essence, their spritis may be the same, but the person they become will have his own path and his own identity. The same with Zahra. Her body was fine, but maybe next time some things may be different in the make up, combined with her spirit to create a new person. A bit deep and meaningful, but i like it. And then there is always the idea of a fresh new spirit all together.
Bookmarks