B]StarBright[/B] - I thought we had a new friend! Hello Starbright! I can totally understand you wanting to keep it a secret. And just remember you will have baby - stay positive and it will come. Where are you in your cycle? I think you are similar to Mel and Klee aren't you? You girls are all going to graduate this month - I can feel it! Sending you heaps and heaps of

Laura - don't ever say sorry in this thread. You can say and feel whatever you want. I am just so sorry for the loss of your angels. They are beautiful names and I am sure they are just as beautiful as their names. What you are feeling is so normal. I couldn't look at baby clothes for ages and I still don't look at babies. Just take one day at a time that is all you can do and gain strength each day with the support of the loving people around you It is so hard when we lose all the hopes and dreams that we had for our babies, but I hope one day very soon that you feel the warmth within you.

Auntie M - your trip sounds wonderful! I want to visit you - you are always doing something exciting! I have everything crossed for you for next week and I hope so much that you get that bfp! We will definitely miss you around

Jo - It is so hard not to blame ourselves when things go wrong and yes you are right - it will happen eventually! Keep up those positive thoughts. I'm sending you heaps and heaps of positive thoughts as well as heaps of I'm going ok thanks for asking. I had a scan today and *Hope* is all good! Sometimes I think 15 weeks - wow! Then other times I think - is that it! Just taking one week at a time at the moment.

Hi to Mel and Klee and everyone else [