Hi everyone!!
I like my new name too!!

Auntie M Have a great week in the wild outdoors!! It must be beutiful wilderness around there! Watch out for the bears!!

Jo Hey darl, how r u feeling? I have a question, dont answer if you dont want to... is your DH the daddy to your other children? Or just Storm? Or have his troubles only started recently? Just curious.

Laura Thank you for coming back and sharing a little bit more of your sad journey. Sophie and Imogen are gorgeous names for gorgeous angels.
It feels very empty doesn't it? I know i noticed a considerable difference loosing my son at 18 weeks compared to my daughter at 35weeks. I felt very ripped off having my pregnancy end so suddenly right in the middle. Like i never got to finish something i started. I dont know if it will help you, but i sort of felt the need to honor the rest of the time that i would have been pregnant. I remember his due date as much as the day he sadly died. And for me, i needed to use that time to grieve for him. For some reason until that due date came around, nothing felt right. My aunty tried to tell me to get pregnant right away and everything would be ok if i got pregnant by his due date, but i couldn't do it.
It may be all very different for you, this is just how i felt at the time.
just take each day as it comes and my biggest suggestion is have a big cry and let it all out, even if you need to do this everyday, or more than once, just let it out rather than try to hold it in and be ok.

How is everyone else? Those of us with Af looming on the near horizon lets hope she packs up and goes the other way!!
Tkae care everyone
Mexox