Hey Mel: I am glad to hear that you are feeling a bit better and you never know, taking the stress out of TTC might be just what you need. As you said, if it turns out that IVF is what you need to bring a baby home, then that is what you will do. About our house, our lease is up in September and the owners have been honest the whole way along that they wanted to move back in. They have agreed to let us out of the lease as of late July early August so that way we can settle in a new place before bub arrives. The could have made us pay up to Sept but thankfully they were reasonable.

Deb: Thinking of you today, I hope you are having a better day.

Well the BBQ yesterday was really nice. There was the sweetest little 6 month old there and surprisingly I felt really at ease with him. I think it was because his mother (who I only met yesterday) had heard about Harry and was very kind to me, asked me about him and didn't try to push her baby on me. She seemed to deal really well with the situation and it wasn't until later in the night that I realised that she is a Paliative Care Doctor so she deals with death all the time. I actually ended up having a really nice night and the bub was just so adorable.

Today is chores day around here. DH is very organised and wants to have 5 days of suits and shirts combos ready for the week. He is currently doing his ironing and then we are going to make sure everything is organised for his first day of his new job. I tell you what, if he has learnt anything from the army, it is organisation. Oh and his ironing puts mine to shame.