Hi girls,

Mel - Um...I think your symptoms sound a little like preggo symptoms....stay off the Napro, you just never know. It sounds just lke what I had. Oh how good are kids movies? Today I joined the video shop up the road and we hired 5 movies, so today we watched Hook and Ninja Turtles 2 : The secret of the Ooze..lol it was a million years old and had Vanilla Ice in it. Tomorrows highlights will be 'Chicken Run' 'Herbie Fullyloaded' and 'Stuart Little' I can't wait til he is a bit older so we can watch The Labyrinth and the Dark Crystal, they are my fave's.

Deb - for you and *Col* all sounds good. I know that none of us can ever feel safe until we have those babies screaming in our arms, but I guess each milestone that is reached and passed (with flying colours and a waving baby) is a step closer.

Jo - How did it go today?

Lynn - I am so sorry I missed the meeting today, I really wanted to come, just couls palm the monster off onto anyone lol. We hired more kiddy-flicks today and watched them and ordered pizza, so I still had a good day anyway.

Feeling ok today, morning-sickness wise, but I am starting to get scared now that I have booked in my NT scan. And I have my first hospital appointment in just over 2 weeks. I think on one hand I should feel better when I hear the heartbeat, but on the morning I went into hospital because I wasn't feeling Asha move, the midwife hooked me up to one of those doppler-belt things and said "Theres bubs heartbeat, everythings fine" And for 2 hours I lay there while she continued to tell me it was all ok. It wasn't ok, my baby had died and this idiot was listening to my heartbeat. For two hours!! And she told me she could feel kicks!! She kept rubbing the top of my belly and saying see babies foot kicking?? Well, considering Asha was breech, it was not her foot. Anyway, after that little vent, what I am trying to say is, how do I trust the doppler? How do I take the doctors word for it? I just don't know that I am going to feel any better hearing a heartbeat, I will always doubt it. I guess maybe I should explain that to the doc that the doppler scares me? I don't know. Sorry about that long story, I guess it's something thats been worrying me alot lately.