Hi everyone
Mel - Thanks so much for your support tonight...some days are just so hard and so, so confusing. Your email was beautiful and I really appreciate your thoughts
Spring - Sorry to hear your working so hard. I'm so pleased to see your ticker flying along!! I know it can't be easy but you're doing a great job!
Jo - Hi Jo - Mel has reminded me that you lost your precious girl at about the same time (18 weeks) as I did - and I see your doctors are giving you the same sort of run around as me. It stinks doesn't it. I'm sorry I'm not up to date but I wondered if you got any answers about your darling girl. I'm hunting for answers at the moment and hoping to TTC soon - I'm really scared but DH is even worse. Physically we've been told it's fine to try again but emotionally is a very different story - We lost our son on 25 April - and it seems to be getting harder and harder to accept.

Hi to everyone else! I know I'm being a bit needy tonight... I just thought that time would take some of the sting out of our loss - but its not. everyone (our family and friends) has moved on but I can't...I still want that little man back in my tummy so badly. and it's so hard to believe that he's gone ....I know it must sound like "Georgie with the late mail" but if anyone has any tips on acceptance I think I really need them. I've hunted high and low for something physical to have in our home to remember him with - a statue/picture/anything but I haven't found the right thing yet. Mainly because the things I love are the statues of dad/mum & baby - but my DD and DS say "Don't get that one because we're not in it - he was our baby too" which is so true. But I'm starting to feel upset that all the little pressies we were given once we made it to 12weeks are all hidden in a drawer - like our son never really existed. He couldn't be more alive in my heart! Such a confusing time. Well enough sad sack from me - and sincere apologies to those that didn't need a downer msg - Georgie