Dear Mel,

Im so sorry you had such a tough day.As far as AF she can just P%#@ right off as this will be the last time she will be here! Nicholas is still with you forever but it must be so very hard to have to put that full stop in place, im sending you great big hugs and hope that the reason for AF is so you can get your lap done and everything sorted and then that baby then came home to you. You have evey right to be disappointed my god be p#@!$ at it, I am I will be kicking her to never land for you.

As far as Vanilla, hair colour.......? I just remeber those poo catchers he use to wear!I have another flash back what about Black Box?

Thinking of you today and hope its not to hard.

Lots of luv Nat xxx