Hi everyone,

Auntie M - Lol, it sounds so weird to have someone in the group say they off to Nebraska for the weekend. It just sounds really exotic, we usually say "Just going up the coast for the weekend etc" Lol. Have a great time.

Gks - I am sorry you are having such a cr@ppy time. I really don't have any advice or tips for you, I am abit useless in that way, but I guess the main thing is to try not to worry about other people getting on with things, the main thing is that you take whatever time you need to deal with it all in whichever way you need. I understand the frustration of wanting to find that perfect symbol of your baby, I did the same thing at christmas time. I was completely obsessed with finding an angel for the Tree for Asha, and it turned into a bit of a desperate search. I did finally find something, but I remember the stress of it. I hope you are feeling a little better today.

Spring - Yes you have been a little quiet in here, but I am sure that you will make up for it on sunday Stop working so hard girlfriend!!

Mel - Did you resist the urge?

Lynn - Aren't you a lucky luncher this week? Lunch with us on sunday and then with Phil on Monday Thanks for the advice on the doppler-fear. It is just such a scary thought. Usually they do the doppler right at the end of the visit, but I might just ask for it at the beginning, so I can get it over and done with. I think maybe, the idiot that used it just couldn't do it and I have to faith that the doctors I will see this time can. I guess you will have that gasp of air everytime they turn on the ultrasound too. I don't think I will even be able to look at it. I might not look and just get the still shots.

Hello to everyone else too, I hope everyone is good!