Hi ladies

Been MIA for a few days - very busy bee. DH had a bit of a melt down on Thurs night. Went out on the drink with a good mate over from Perth that he hasn't seen in 6 months. After several beers his emotions just spilled everywhere. When he got home i could see that he had been crying and he was in a bad/sad mood. He just said that it all hit home that we lost our son (plus he lost his dad in the same year and they were both named Thomas). I am glad that he got it all out (for now anyway) - he hasn't really talked about it with many people.

Lynn - it was nice to meet you the other day and i hope you have a wonderful time away. Even though AF came at least now you know where to start from and you are not waiting waiting waiting. Fingers crossed that it all goes to plan.

Kristee - welcome. Sorry to hear about your angel babies and sorry to hear about how your DH responds. Do you talk to him about it and express your feelings ? It sounds like he doesn't understand how you have felt with your babies. I hope that you sort it out soon and that you are both on the same path to ttc again.

Spring - very exciting for your 19 week scan - can't believe you are almost at the half way mark then it is counting down the days !!!

Bailey - when are you logging in ? I think you are home now (must be tired - did you do the overnight flight and how did DS go with it ???)

Mel - wow you wanted a change - i think it is always a good idea. I was thinking of dying my hair more to my natural colour (whatever that is) - i am sure it is all dark under there but i top it up with blonde/brown foils...but it is too light for me at the moment - plus i get the "blonde" comments from DH - what a nice man. M/S is still here (comes and goes) but very tired, exhausted and always when it is housework time...wonder why that is ???

Flowerchild - another one doing their hair - i think it is time for me to do mine. I have a bad regrowth but don't notice it as i wear my hair up. Have a wedding on next weekend and will put the hair down - not going to be a good look ! Hope you are feeling well and i hope you have some positive news soon.

Hello to Hindonly, Sarah, Klee and to all the other wonderful ladies out there. Big hugs from me.