Hi girls,

Sorry it has been so long since i last posted, there has just been so much happening lately and to tell you the truth i didn't want to come in here as i don't think i would have coped to well emotionall especially after a few sleepless and pillows full of tears nights.

Deb thanks for the info re FS when i go and see Jane i will inquire about Trixie and Scott.
Tommysmum glad to hear that your DH let out his emotions and got it all out for now that is great news!!
I have tried explaining how losing my babies has felt and i think he understands to some degree but most of the time it feels like i am talking to a brick wall
Bailey sorry to hear that DS was sick. It is hard when they are sick and you haven't had any sleep to look after them. Although i am glad it was nothing serious.
Sorry to hear that AF turned up for you. TTC with wacky cycles is hard but i managed to do it with DD so it is possible!!
Spring we must all have the best name!!! I have never come across someone with the same name as me that has been through what we have and now there are 3 of us, i am in total shock.
Ever since you started talking about the AIL i knew there was something fishy going on!
You handled it very well, you are such a strong woman who knows when she is right (must be the name hehehe). There is no way i think you were over reacting!!! You were quite within your rights to act the way you did.
Mel you were not out of line at all with what you said. It was so true!! I just hate how we express emotions different it really frustrates me. My DH sounds a lot like yours, i must admit that ttc keeps me sane and i manage to cope better whilst ttc. That is why now i have decided to go on ttc.
Sorry to hear about your fight with DH but at least now you have got it sorted. It is great that you both got your feelings out to each other and i totally understand loving him more for letting out how he is feeling to you.
Reading your paragraph about mothers day really hit home and made me cry. I still have those emotions as well but i do have one DD i can celebrate it with. Over the years i have decided that Mothers Day is the one day in the year i just wish didn't exist. Sounds like Fathers Day is going to be a tough day as well, reading that i just want to give you both the biggest hugs.
That movie sounds like it is right up my ally must go and see it!!

Congrats on good news Spring, Deb and Tommysmum.

Oh DD has just woke will be back later.
Basically i have just beem feeling BLAH, and can't stop thinking WHY??