hi ladies, I am a nutter I posted on the wrong thread yesterday lol.

kristee - i just want to be able to give you a big hug and tell you you are not alone in these feelings. I have the fear like Bailey that one day it will all catch up on me. I go through most days not feeling anything, and when I do feel it I berate myself for not feeling enough. Grief is such a gamut of emotions, no one feeling is right or wrong, they all just happen. We each grieve in our own way and our circumstances are different. I don't think that you are not acknowledging your losses but just a way of you coping. Your angels didn't deserve better they got one of the best.