You did some really positive stuff yesterday Lynn so good on YOU!!!! I understand about needing to talk with someone who has journeyed in a similar way - it's true that some find it really hard to "get it" but fall famously short. What you have done in seeking out someone to debrief with is a really positive way to deal with all you are feeling.

It's great about the blood test tomorrow - that will give you an idea of what the go is with your period. It's great that you can have your monitoring done while you are on holidays - it's all going to work out Lynn it really is!

I am going okay - I have lots of abdominal discomfort and my belly is quite puffy. The obs feels certain I didn't miss the surge and I concede a fairly unhealthy dose of paranoia sets in with me on Clomid.... arggghhhhh!!!!!!! Anyway my follies were sitting pretty on Tuesday and we dtd that night and last night so if I ovulated I have the bases covered! . I haven't had a positive opk today and just now I have arrived back from town to pick up my parcel from the gorgeous Jodi at Lullaby (thanks Jodi ) so I will be testing again at 2pm. My obs is on holidays but she has recently set up a fertility clinic (ivf etc) with another 2 obs on the Sunshine Coast - so that is where I went for my u/sound on Tuesday and where I will go again tomorrow if I don't surge today. The plan is to give me a trigger shot tomorrow if I don't surge on my own. I hope I surge on my own but if not it looks like it's all systems go tomorrow. Then the paranoia sets in... What if the follies have shrunk, disappeared, multiplied by too many..... ARggghhhhh this is a tough trip sometimes hey????
I am off for now - the kiddies are getting a treat for lunch - party pies!!!! We are usually an organic food house but they wanted a treat and it's a cold wet day here so we are gonna hit the sauce bottle!!!!

I'll pop back later and another big to you my love... Just know that there are lots of us in here barracking for you and sending you lots of love....