Hi everyone I'm new to this forum, but I just needed to talk about the situation I'm in at the moment. My husband and I have not had a smooth ride having our children. I had an early miscarriage in feb 08, and then we lost our precious daughter @ 26 weeks gestation due to hypercoiling of the umbilical cord. We then had our beautiful daughter Imogen in dec 09 what a little angel. We then went on to have our beautiful baby boy I August 11. We felt complete and also thought the rough ride was over. We were wrong. On the night of the 11th November 2012 I had put Hayden down to sleep around 5:30 and checked on him twice at 6:30 and 7:30 as he had a temp and was a bit grouchy, and I just thought he was really tired. First two times he was fine, and when I checked on him again at 8:30pm he had passed away in his sleep. We were just so devastated. I didn't know if this is the right forum to be posting in but we are trying for another baby and I am just so scared. I know it's what we both want but the fear is so strong. Just wanting some advice too, I am 16dpo tomorrow and I have missed my period but I keep getting bfn's. Should I wait another week until testing again? Again I'm really sorry if I have posted in the wrong thread but this looked the closest to what we are going through. Any input would be greatly appreciated.