Mayby you should both go to a councillor if he is just freaked out he should talk to someone instead of just doing a runner

I agree also if your at all hesitant about abortion then it might not be the right choice especially when these bubbas were so wanted , it will be tough but there are plenty of single mothers out there who are doing well and I take my hat off to them and there are heaps of services in place to help financially , but food from food parcel places mayby try breastfeed as much as possible to save money on formula , cheap nappies do just as good job , they can sleep in one cot together for a while, babies don't need alot, make their purées and freeze you save alot of money and its healthier there are heaps of things to make living cheaper and easier join a good supportive mothers group etc..