Sorry to hear of your disappointment Leasha

Thank you however for posting this, it's making me think more about having a Doula at my birth.... something i've been so undecided about and still talking to DH about it... he's happy either way I guess it's something I need to decide for myself.
I know DH will be a wonderful support person for me but having someone else there when it gets tough for me would be so beneficial also.

Don't be too hard on yourself hun