Hey- found some stuff.

1st one from early high school

Now it has all turned around
Now its me squished in the ground

I'm sorry that i did this to you
Now i know what i put you through

I now know how i made you cry
I too now want to curl up and die

It was in my fate....
This lesson to be learned

If you choose to play with fire
Thou will get thee burned

I cant find my other book with more of my other stuff- just some teenage he doesnt love me anymore stuff. I think i tended to be less creative and i more or less found songs i could relate to and just edited them to suit my needs!! There was one i wrote about the planet when i was about ten, but i cant find it or remember it all right! i am sorting through our spare room/office so if i come across any more i will post them. Its weird, i was reading through a diary that ii was wiritng in when i very first got pregant with my first angel- but i just stopped writing, there was nothing about loosing him or anything- it just stops. I have started another one in the last year or so which i have filled in abit of the past (does anyone else feel like they have to update their new journal? Like tell it what has been happeneing? or am i just a freak? LOL)
But its not the same- i should have been recording how i felt. Maybe its a bit of a sign to myslef to keep up to date with the journal i have no so in the future when i look back i can go - yeah i rememebr those feeling vividly.
N e way, just thought id share.

Have a good day!
StarBright
xoxox