THE HARSH TRUTH

Life isa game of lies
and deceit
there is nowhere left for
me to retreat
for deep inside i know
i am
just as pathetic
as all of them.


HAZY ENCLOSURE

I live in a world
a world of my own
all I need to get there
is a full packed cone
to forget all the *****
reality puts me through
escaping to my dreamworld
is all I seem to do
depression amidst
a veil of tears
I need to erase
the cause of my fears
pack my bong
and pull it hard
this is my life
not just a facade
im bored with this life
I stare thru the walls
thinking this is
all there is
until death
does call.

woah! just to let you know, if anyone reads this, This was me about 14 years ago, I was not a happy girl (cant you tell??) I am no longer that sad, drug dependant person.

DISTORTED IMAGE
A world with no colour
a world with no sun
no longer full of splendour
laughter, voices or fun.
I see it all so clearly
a vision in my head
because like me
this world has long been dead.


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powerfull emotion
glimpse frm the past
all that has ended
nothing meant to last
yesterday is gone
tomorrow still to come
what is left unfinished
will still be undone