Lol. I tend to go a bit psycho occasionally, and have an out burst like that. Next time, just think !

I've also only just managed to kick the PND at last. Part of the reason I changed my name. Wanted to start fresh. But had a bit of a relapse last week. I get a bit paranoid, and read things that arnt there in to things people say.

I guess I've always felt like a bit of an outsider here, because Hunter is technically only 6 months not 8. I've tried so hard not to get jealous. most of the time it's worked, but during afore mentioned episodes I do get a bit narky. Also, the feeding routine you described Fire, is similar to what I always planned. But never turned out like that. I wasn't going to go back to work for a while, but with the business, I was back at work after 8 weeks. Full time. With hunter by my side, as there is no child care in our town, and we have no family or friends on this side of the country to help out. So I never have the time to cook the food for him, even cooking for us is a challenge. I have 1 hour per day, between 8pm and 9pm when my hands are free. I usually spend that on the comp. I guess reading about you doing what I wished I could just set me off.

Definition: Smug: ( noun) toxic emission produced by Hybrid cars, the production of Non GM foods, organic foods, homespun, homegrown veg, Free Trade Products.... get the picture?
Sorry. I am being funny here. Please don't take offence.