kmh - it was really hard the first few weeks, taking my little princess there and leaving her there, but i needed to do it for my sanity. Being on my own (even when XH was here) I never got any time to myself so everything was suffering. now im more organised, the house looks better and im happier I still miss all 3 of them when they are in daycare, but i know they will come home at the end of the day and drive me crazy again... Have you done another pg test, or have the symptoms disappeared now??