Eeek sorry for the double post but I have to vent! I'm feeling so guilty! I just sent SO out to MIL's place with stepson and Noah. It's the first time he's had them both together "by himself", and only the second time ever he's had Noah by himself (the other time I was in surgery!). He (SO) was annoying me so much this morning that I decided it could be punishment (Noah tends to scream if SO so much as holds him...), but now I'm feeling guilty that poor Noah's been all upset the whole time.
Also I'm such a spaz, the first time in ages I've had any time to myself and I've vacuumed upstairs and downstairs, cleaned all the counters, cleaned and mopped both bathrooms and the kitchen, done two loads of washing and generally tidied everything up. And now I'm feeling guilty about sitting here on the net!
I hope my poor boy's not too upset. SO called before to say they'd be home soon as Noah had just fallen asleep (an hour later than normal) and he didn't want to wake him. Hopefully he didn't cry himself to sleep.
I know this sounds like I don't think he can survive without me and that's not it at all. My mum can take him no problems, so can my 20 yr old sis and her bf, but the second Danny takes him he screams and wails for me. I don't know if it's because Danny's so worried that Noah's going to cry that he picks up on it but whatever it is it's very tiring.