Shell, keep your hat on hun, truelly I'm not worth it.

Now here's way tmi for you girls. I had Chinese for dinner lastnight and it's fair to say it hasn't agreed with me. I have been on and off the toilet since I got up this morn. Well of course now, while nursing Abbey I got those death pains, you know the ones with the sweats too, just like labour. So I have to take Abbey and the rocker to the loo with me, away from Tehya. I leave Abbey just outside the door, poor kid. She has the biggest screaming fit so I get Tehya to go find her dummy which she won't take anyway and ended up with Abbey on my lap until I could calm her enough to put her back down, wipe my butt and get the heck out of there.

How much worse does it have to get. I literally can't ***** by myself now. She has been sooking all afternoon now. She is on the boob AGAIN and I have wrapped her nice and tight. Soooo hoping she goes to sleep for a little while at least. And that doesn't mean 10 minutes either Abbey.

I really didn't want this baby to only settle on the boob, Tehya and Noah were the same, we were going well but lately she will only settle on the boob. I was hoping for the sleep, feed, play routine but that sure is hard with a baby this size.