lol haroula on the constant feeding /dream / reality who knows? that used to happen to me when i worked too much, or studied too much, i'd wake up and continue what i'd been doing all night in my sleep - it was nightmarish.

i don't know how you all keep track of how often u feed. i'm so disoriented i wake up and have no idea when i last fed mylo, from what side, or where i am (sometimes). i know i've messed up if my nipples are bruised and acheing, or if one side is about to explode and the other is soft :this happens during the day too, my brain's turned to jelly. i realised i paid my internet bill 3 times, when its already set up to direct debit. the customer service guy suggested i tattoo on my arm "dont pay internet bill" as i'm sure to forget again by next month.

olly has a cold and a fever (you'd think they'd cancel each other out but NO) so i'm trying to be extra there for him. DH gave me the biggest cuddle in the world this morning and i realised how much i needed someone to care for me - it's hard work being a milk machine on double mum duties and keep everyone fed (to hell with the housework) - how do you do it, you girls with more than 2? my friend with 3 mth old twins and a 1.5 y.o is always a week or 2 delayed in responding to a call or sms, no matter how big or casual the event, i understand how that could happen, and figure she's doing well to remember at all. poor love, her DH is hard work too.

roryrory - thanks on the photo, i'm lucky olly is such a kind and gentle kid. he includes Mylo in everything from kisses goodnight to checking in during the day and he's never tried to hurt him, or acted badly to get attention, so i guess i'm really lucky! he even gets upset when he sees his skin peel, i think he thinks it hurts. yes Mylo is STILL peeling!

glad things are coming togewther for u kristie - the music to sleep seems like a good idea. gotta be better than my loud cries to PLEASE GO TO SLEEP that just wakes up olly and dh and probly the neighbours too. as 4 my airborn worm manouver - only to be used on special occassions.

aussienic- you're drinking coffee -ME TOO! i missed it so much during pgcy but couldn't stand even the smell. now in the middle of the shopping i abandon the trolley, find a cafe and give mylo a booby, the customers a eyefull, and have myself a soylatte. everyone's happy.