Bugger I have missed heaps in 2 days, I can't keep up what with the group double the size now!

We had a nice day here. I actually went out without a 'minder'!!! DH dropped me and Olivia at Lygon street where I had lunch with some friends, then he picked me up to go home. Sounds pathetic that I needed dropping off and picking up but I don't care it was just so nice to feel normal again for a couple of hours and show off Olivia! She was so good while we were out. The restaurant was really loud and bustling but she just slept through most of it.

I saw my surgeon yesterday and discussed how the pain in my wound has been getting worse lately. He says it is a good sign, it is all the nerves growing back. Who knew growing nerves was so fricking painful! But now I have some of the 'good stuff' to take if in too much pain. The funny thing is I took one just before our last MCHN and the nurse was talking to me and all I could think the whole time was 'must concentrate, must concentrate' as the medication totally takes the edge off the world.

DH is being a bit of a ****er tonight. The internet is playing up and so is the desktop computer (I'm on the laptop) so it is like it is the end of the world for him.

Nic - I hope Olivia is ok. It must be a shock to their little systems getting all those needles.

Sorry for my selfishness today. Will try harder to keep up tomorrow.