Hi everyone

Tracey - Such a beautiful photo. I am so sorry for you loss...there are no words...

Holly - I couldn't wait to see the Paed either...just knew things weren't right...losec has changed Anika so much! Amazing how quickly it works. Hope the week to your appointment goes quickly!

Tarkine - Hope you're doing ok after your fall!

Ali - Hope Ash is ok and the rash is settling...must have scared you...I would have freaked!

Kaz - Anika usually only has 7 feeds a day...but then out of the boue she'll do a day of 2 hourly feeds which send my boobies into a spin!

A big HI to everyone else...sorry it's short...I'm trying to keep up but feeling absolutely horrible today...trying so had not to cry as I type this! Having got Anika on the Losec things were looking great...she's so settled and now I'm fighting to keep her awake during a feed rather than her screaming and spewing etc...so then I wake on Monday night drenched in sweat and feeling sick..then the stabbing pain in the boobies started yesterday and red marks showed up by yesterday afternoon...so off to the doc and I have mastitis...again!@?!@ The slightest change to our feeding routing and my boobies engorge ...just so much milk it's crazy! The only thing that's cheered me up this morning is I managed to squeeze into a pair of pre preg pants...'sigh'...just going to be one of those days I think! Oh...and to top it off I fell down the stairs...so now I'm too scared to carry Anika up or down them...thank goodness I wasn't carrying her when I fell! Thanks for listening to my winge...any advice on the breast drama's would be greatly appreciated