PAT PAT PAT THE BABY IN HER COT TO SLEEP!!!!!!! OMIGOSH IT ACTUALLY WORKED, WHAT A GOOD BAAAABYYYYYYY!!!!!!! (sing that to the tune of row row row your boat)

there was nothing on telly so i decided to put jem in the cot and stand over her for what felt like forever and pat her to sleep.... it did take forever but it did work, so slow and steady i guess we can make it happen that she falls asleep in her cot in the day time too will be a long time until it is alone but step in the right direction

my mum babysat today from lunch time til dinner time and benji and i went to lunch at a little kebab shop we used to go to and toy shopping for jemima, we got her a broom and dustpan and brush set i think it has a mop as well, sadly she should love it then we are waiting to see what else she gets before we go and buy her the two other pressie we are thinking about which is a quad bike and a music/jewellery box, the quad bike is a little old for her just yet so i can find the perfect one (she needs it to keep up with the dogs) (oh yeah in my gallery photo of her and dogs) and the music box is a present she will potential get so waiting to make sure she doesnt get two.

it WAS nice to spend the arvo with benji and it had made me feel 'better' but so tired, you know how it is when you STOP it all catches up with you??? i didnt even realise i had not stopped....

benji said i should/could put jem in daycare one day a week and have a day off and i dont have to work....................... i am totally against that.............................. but thinking about it................................................ ...........