i will try to remember to get something for her to cuddle tonight when/if she wakes for a feed that seems to be the one that frustrated me the most.... last night was not cool, mainly coz it hurt.
my hair is up and she pulls it out, even when we are not feeding or going to sleep and that is so so so annoying words can not explain! (but i am thinking we are all copping it the same)

jemima and i dont really even have a kind of routine as every day is different with regards to places we have to be and when we have to be there, so basically when she is tired she sleeps when she is hungry she eats..... this varies from sleeping 2 hours after getting up or sometimes not until 4 hours after she has woken up depends what is happening.... swimming is the only day i try and FORCE her to have some kind of nap in the morning and as it has been a couple of weeks where there has been no swimming i am not sure how she will go without the breastfeed i used to offer her before it was time to go.... again the only time i would offer boob otherwise i wait forher to ask...
i have one very big booby today, last night she randomly woke at midnight (you know that coz she pulled my hair out and i almost cried) but that is the last boob feed she has had and it is now 5.30pm!!! so tonight i know what booby she getting first as i am definately offering her a before bed booby feed.....
she doesnt talk as much as the other bubs by the sounds of it she definately has mum/mumma/mummy happening and dad and daddy and da da which i think is dog and ba ba which could be in relation to bath and she makes a barking noise and she makes losts of tthththth thth th noises.... i'm loving how she will do as she is told ie "ta mummy" means whatever she has in her hand or more importantly in her mouth she will take great pleasure in bringning to me! wherever she may be which is awesome when she puts random crap in her mouth.....

about to go for a walk with benji the dogs and jem so that will be a nice end to the weekend, this weekend feels like the end of holidays coz tomorrow i will maybe try and go to the gym and tuesday is first mothers group for the year and wednesday first swimming lessons....... at least i have my own car again to get around in i was sick of having random white loan cars to loose in the shopping centre carparks while my baby was getting fixed!

i guess the next step after finding a cuddly/ blanky/toy thing will be to get her to go sleep with it and no me.....

bugger it just starting raining.... maybe no walk...... or we get into rain gear... highly doubt that....