it is not nighttime that is the problem... nighttime ROCKS jemima has been feeding to sleep or just relaxing on me to sleep and i have the time to do it.... it is in the middle of the day when i am at home that i would rather not spend up to an hour getting her to go to sleep that is frustrating me to TEARS!
my bestie.... has a 7 week old and a 15 month old so is not without own 'problems' but she said we are all good so we will see..... i know it will be fine with her we are basically the same person

i think i do need some ME time or maybe even time with a friend that doesnt have kids or something, i think i would even just like time AT HOME when jemima is not here, not sure.......... feeds is no worries now so i was thinking about getting a day to myself somehow.... she has one in the morning and one before bed and thats it... this morning we had a 4.30am coz of the weather everyone got woken up by the rain and she has not had a feed since so she will have one soon and most likely fall asleep........ i think saturday is free so maybe benji doesnt know it yet but maybe i run away for saturday....


i am so proud of jemima's birthday invite, it is almost finished..... i put myself under loads of pressure as her other invites and what not have been pretty good too (if i dont say so myself heheheh) but i am heaps happy with this one.....if anyone else is going a carebear themed party let me know and i will help you as i have just downloaded the "carebear family" font so i can type stuff up and it looks like carebear writing, so cool (small things amuse small minds ho hum)

a old friend dropped in this afternoon and made me feel slightly normal again, i think i was getting myself all wound up about routine that i was trying to think about starting and things ruining it and hardcore diet i am on, needless to say after routine was shot to pieces this arvo we had pizza.........

kymmy, when does monkey go back to daycare?? how do you get her to sleep in the daytime?