well nurse came and stayed for ages as JD started screaming because of wind so she tried to help me settle him. But he was still crying by the time she left. It seems he may have settled now though at last, God I pray he stays asleep for a while now.

Good news is he has gained 400gm since he left the hospital so she is happy about that. God this is hard how can you other mums have done this more than once?