I had a great time at Mother Group yesterday. It was actually quiet hard just leaving JD there with a stranger to look after him. We all went into another room but could hear the babies cry. I could hear JD cry nearly all the time. The child care workers could settle all the other babies but JD was the only one they couldn't settle so they came in and asked for me. Thank God I bought his sling with me as soon as I put that on her he settled within minutes. I honestly cant live without that sling now and much to DH disgrace he has even had to resort to it also.

We talked about life before our babies and then we talked about our pregnancy and birth experience. There were 5 women who broke into tears. One lady had such a hard pregnancy it was heart breaking, it actually started to make me feel more normal actually. I know that sounds weird, but actually seeing other women get emotional about their experience was reassuring to me. After group I decided to go for a walk with JD as he was sound asleep at this stage. I got a hot chockie at Gloria Jeans and went to Target and bought him some wondersuits and some other nice things. I even hired a couple of DVD's and when I got back home I was able to watch one all the way through as JD was still sound asleep.

Anyway, unfortunatley JD was naughty last night and would not settle for hours. I am pretty sure he had wind and was very over tired. But eventually he settled for DH in his sling. I was at my witts end as I was watching DH loose his patience. I could see JD was driving him crazy and I wanted to help but DH was determined to do it himself. I dont know if I was more distressed that JD was crying or that DH was upset. I ended up going outside and waiting for the crying to stop before coming back in. It was a big day for JD and I and I think we were both just over tired.

Anyway today I have my 6 week check up and I am looking forward to getting the all clear so I can go back to the gym.