Nicky, sorry to hear you've had a sad time It's not silly to feel on the outer, sometimes you just have your own little bubble for a while but just remember you can share the down times with us too

Raels, Autie has about two tablespoons of cereal with fruit at breakfast, two big ice cubes of veges at lunch and three at dinner with a little cereal mixed in. During the day she might also chew on melon or mango in her mesh bag feeder, or have a rusk for a bit. Yesterday i gave her steak in it and that was her first meat but it was only juice really. I will be starting to introduce meat over the next couple of weeks.