Yes he eats well and I'm happy to make his food at home, so much cheaper than buying and not that much hassle. I don't know why I stopped with the two older boys! Last night I made the decision to start giving him breaskfast as well as his usual dinnertime feed. He wasn't that interested this morning but I'll try again and see how he goes.

I've thought about trying to comfort Nate through his second 'wake up' but I'm usually so tired then I just get the 'cans' out and let him feed.

I have to admit, I've made a mess of meeting other mums since I had Nate. I've made dates for coffee or just meets but I never go. The MCHN sent me info for Mothers Groups which I promised I'd go to but didn't. I returned a psoitive test for the PND test they make you do at 2 months so fudged it a bit at 4 months to escape scrutiny. I know I'm suffering a bit from depression and a lot from loneliness but I can't make myself get out of the house. And I just can't bring myself to get out there and make nice. I've tried telling hubby but he really doesn't understand anxiety or depression.

And now I'm sitting here because as much as I tell myself it doesn't bother me that I have no friends here, it does. And I feel like a sook.

I'm sure it's just a phase....I'll get over it, right?