Bath - love the new ticker, the countdown is on. Are you excited to be turning 40? Do you have any exciting birthday plans? Marley, Oscar & Nathan are all on Friday, not sure if there is any in between.

Tali - new place sounds beautiful, all that space. You might have to take up quad bike riding lol!!! Good luck with the packing, it's not fun but your new life awaits.

Had some sad news today. My nan passed away this morning, peacefully in her sleep aged 90. She had her 90th birthday in April and had a ball. Glad she got to celebrate that and I'm relieved she went peacefully. I'm just really hoping that her funeral is not on Friday. I didn't want to have to celebrate a birthday the same day as a funeral. Nan was very adament about her resting place. She wants her ashes scattered at Port Melbourne pier. She always told us for as long as I can remember. Even my brother remembered (and he doesn't remember much!!!). My other major concern is seeing my mum at the funeral, who I've had absolutely nothing to do with in over 10 years. Its a very messy situation with her and I really don't want to have to see her again. My brothers are both worried too. I don't think I will be taking the girls with me as I don't want my mum seeing them. I have told Chelsea that my mum died a long time ago (well she is dead to me really) as it was far to difficult to explain to her the real situation. I don't want her to cause trouble, which is more than likely and I don't want the girls being any part of it. Is that horrible???