must be something in the air, Ceecee, I feel like crap too. Think it has something to do with going to bed at 10pm, feeding Flynn and 12am, waking at 2.30am to find he has totally wriggled out from under the covers and wide awake, getting back to sleep at 3.20am, waking at 5.30 to feed Flynn, and then again at 7.30 because he wants to play and feed. Last night I wished I was bottlefeeding - then perhaps I could get more than 4 hours sleep at a stretch.....

One thing is for sure - being alone with Flynn for a week has re-invigorated my desire to go back to work!! LOL!! Right now I couldn't imagine anything nicer than having 2 days supply of EBM in the freezer, getting dressed for work and waving goodbye, leaving Flynn with his dad. Bad mother? Who cares! He'll get over it!! Honestly, girls, I don't know how those of you who do this fulltime can handle it - I seriously have so much respect for what you do! Days like this I don't think I am cut out for this mother gig - which is strange cause I am such a good breeder (easy pg, easy birth, easy BF). Does anyone else lie there, listening to bub cry, and think of the endless progression of nappies and feeds that await? And to think - we want 3 kids!! Enuff ranting - I love Flynn to bits and often spend hours just gooing at him and playing, but sometimes the broken sleep gets to me