what a cute piccy Bath! Oh and love that quilt too on the other photo.
starting my vent:
Ive just been crying with Nixon. he had another episode of refusing me. took one side ok (without nipple sheild) then to the bad side i need the sheild with he would not take, cried and sceamed and cried some more. I had 100ml i had expressed in the fridge so gave that to him but he still wasnt happy (cried through trying to give it to him) so i thought well maybe he aint hungry anymore. Take him off, try to comfort, continued screaming. DH took him off me and he took the rest of the bottle from him? (could this be because he has the bottle with dh each night? )
Now he has just had a bath and he is upset again......
Im a bit upset that the MCHN kept on me about the nipple sheild (even though i told her i only use it half of what i used to) like WTF, i am doing the best i can, I am still breastfeeding him arnt i....i told her i cannot just go out shops etc and feed him easily if i need to, its a constant struggle coming off, on off on over and over again, until i use the sheild. (to which she mentioned prob because thats what i got him used to) i feel like saying to her well u chop your pertruding nipples off and then try and get a baby to latch onto them woman.
i am always trying to avoid feeding him in public if i can, i always have to have the sheild with me for JIC and try to disguise that i am putting it on if i need to.... i guess im just over today because he has been unsettled for most of it. i dont even feel comfortable to talk to girls from mothers group about it (i even hide that i use the sheild when i have to feed him when with them) i prob find it easier admitting it to you guys because i cannot see the looks on your face (not implying u would have a funny look but YKWIM?)

Thanks for listening to my vent...going to watch Basic Instinct 2 (dh pick not mine) great will prob be lost of big fat nipple shots!