Grr, I wrote something yesterday but then the website crashed on my computer and it's not here!

I don't want to work either but I have no choice. Too much debt and too many bills to pay!

Have an interview at a real estate office today for I don't know what position as there was nothing advertised, I just gave my resume to a friend to pass on to her HR manager. He rang yesterday and wants to meet today to discuss my skills and see what I can do. At least I'm starting to feel better now, my cold seems to be going away but Monday was aweful!

Prama, I'm sick of BF & FF too. I'm trying to decrease the amount of BF I do even more and just have FF only. Still finding I need to express at about lunch time when Jazz is at daycare. When she's home and I feel full I'll just BF her. I also BF her at least once in the middle of the night and first thing in the morning. When she woke at 5 this morning, she had both sides and then was crying when she was put back into the cot so I gave her a bottle, she sculled that and went to sleep. It's not 8:35 and she's still asleep. I should get her up soon and BF and then at 9:45 Matt's on baby duty for a few hours so I can get ready for my interview and go to it. I also have to go out tonight (like every 2nd Wednesday night) and this is probably the last Wed night he'll be home coz he will hopefully start working on the weekend so I've been begging him to take Jazz tonight so I can go out without her for a change. Besides, it'll be at 7:30 so all he'll have to do is change her probably only once, give her a bottle and put her to bed when she falls asleep.