Danni - thats great news on all the stuff that you are getting if the fish go in together do thet fight til one is dead? Thats a bugger about the CC, i would just keep her home, even if you do have to pay, she will be much better of with her Daddy

Skye thats so exciting about the bed... when we moved into this place, we had a mattress on the floor, the base was so terrible that it hurt my back, took us nearly 9 mths to get a new one, but it was worth the wait.
Thats weird pain, have you done anything that could have strained your back and its nerve pain?
Is the pain in your rights side of the front too, the AF like pain? Your liver is there... has your wee turned a dark colour lately? The other thing is that it may be refered pain from all the stress that you are under at the moment... you have had a hard time lately , and thats got to take a toll. I hope that you are OK and that you managed a good night sleep Sorry about your bro moving too

Trina - how are you?
Bron - any news on the meds? how are you feeling??
Shell - glad that you are coping with the work - i wonder if Doni took the hint re the way you are meant to be treated on M/F day???

Well Saturday night i had my first night out drinking as i had expessed loads of milk and Mum and Dad had MJ... she was an angel fed really well and went off to bed in the potacot really well too. DSS was with them and he had a ball ... and i got stuck into the red.
At start i wasrealy good 2 glasses of red and then a massive glass of water then a red and another water and then i gorgot. I think i only had 2 more glasses (spead from 6pm - 11pm) so not oads, but there was bugger all food at the wedding so it took a toll.
In the cab on the way hom i needed to be sick twice... when i got home i was again. we woke up MJ when we got in so i had to heat up some milk for her... i expressed off the milk thta i had in me so that it wouldnt be alcoholic for her, also to relieve the pressure.
Mum rocked her back to sleep - she wouldnt settle for me, i think she new somethig was going on... anyway she sept until 5am and then work up crying, i was going to pick her up, but had to get DH to do it as i was going to be sick agian when i got back to bed MJ and DH were snuggled in the bed together it was so cute.
Felt pretty average the next morning, but more tired than aanything else.
We had breakfast with my Dad, DSS and MJ gave their dad their home made cards and pressie, then we headed home for a quick change then off to the other side of the city for DH's dads get together... in la porchetta so we had a good meal, MJ chewed the crust of the pizza and was cute to everyone, DSS played with his cousins and i sat and chatted for hours to SIL... it was a good day, but by the time we got home we were buggered... we had dip and chips for dinner and a banana smoothy and both DH and I crashed out on the couch.
TBH drinking is not all that its cracked up to be, i am quite happy to contnue BF and forgo that - better for me too

have a good day girls, sorry for the novel
OH and happy 1/2 birthday for Jazz and Jesse, sorry i missed it