I'm expressing so I can get back to sleep. I so cant wait for Jazz to be home so I can stop bonding with a machine

Spending most of the day at hospital with her today.

Ahhhh, that feels better! My milk came in today and I have an abundant supply which is good but hurts heaps when I'm full.

Tonight we are giving Jazz her first bath and then going out for a date night to celebrate her birth. Figured while she's in hospital we'd do that while we don't have to worry about getting babysitters, I guess there is one advantage to her not being home yet.

Matt was so cute tonight. At about 8pm he came into the lounge and said "I want my baby" he was missing her and wanted a cuddle with her. For someone who is a blokie bloke, he is such a softy when it comes to his daughter. He's so smitten! She's his number one girl now and it brings a tear to my eye to see him like this, it makes me so happy and makes me fall in love with him all over again!

When we went to visit her this afternoon, he said "Now, she's not allowed to date until she's 18 and anyone who is interested in her has to first beat me in a fight so I know they will be able to protect her" then I said that she's never allowed to date or get married but he said that one day he would like grandchildren.