Hi girls,

Well i am feeling very up in the air about everything today. Its my mums 40th birthday and i could'nt be bothered even going into town. Plus we are broke as this week and i can barely afford to buy her a pressie. I am going into town tomorrow to have a meeting with Phillipa, the lady who runs the doula business in townsville, tomorrow.

Elissa - There seriously must be some lunar thingy going on! I know another girl who is going through major dramas with her B/F and she is moving back down to VIC its that bad! I am also considering seeing a psychologist as i too have a lot of stuff that i need to voice. Brent knows a lot of it but i need to speak to someone who can help me sort through it all. These "issues" are and have effected me in my adult life big time. Especially in my relationship with Brent as he is my only serious relationship. I have never met my real father and my step-dad was not the kindest person too me. This has dramatically effected the way i treat Brent in our relationship. Anyways...moving on. I totally understand what you are going through at the moment and i hope we both have the strength to work through it soon. Oh and Happy Birthday to you sister! As i mentioned, its my mums 40th today!

Kim - Productive days are good hey hun. I have my moments. My house work seems never ending lately though. I live with a house with 5 children 3 of whom are in disguise as adults! Briley is having a few sleep issues lately too. Brent has got her into the bad habit of not going to sleep unless someone is in the room. Even when she is in the cot! When i put her back into the cot, cause she keeps coming out of the big bed, she sreams her head off! Makes me wonder if there is something in the room she is scared of.

Sheree - Sorry i did'nt answer the other day but no i don't think i had a chance in CM in the early days of Colby's pregnancy. I did while i was ovulating though. But you don't need to know that now that you are having some symptoms show their head!! You have a busy few months ahead of you! Why do you have to go to Brisbane for some of those tests??? Hope Lachie is better today

Hi to everyone else!

I took a heap of new pics of Colby thismorning. I have a heap of new ones of Briley aswell so will email them around this afternoon.

I've just been on the phone for 2 hours to a girl from my MG. She too is having few problems with her partner and i told her too call me so we could have a chat. She does'nt have anyone up here as her partner works in the Army and she might have to move back to VIC but does'nt want too. I said that i would help her find her feet if she wanted. She is a lovely girl. I can't believe we talked for that long!

Well i am quite tired ladies. I have run out of iron tablets again and am already going down hill. As soon as i miss a tablet i get back headaches again. I must get back to the Dr and get my heamaglobin levels checked. Surely that should be back to normal by now. I've been getting bad dizzy spells the last few weeks too. I even scared myself and thought that might be pregnant again as i have been feeling quite neaseous aswell. Nahhhh!

Ok going now!

Take Care All!