Big HELLO 2 all

JODIE - Have u decided about the job offer ? Just u sounded so excited & that mite turn out to be a Yes ! ... I felt so excited 4 u : )

ELISSA - Wow, Archie is just amazing - Can't believe he hung on, let alone all that time - that's just brilliant !!!!! ... Cendrine is so not ready for potty training & I felt beta wen the health nurse agreed & said we put too much pressure on ourselves as Mum's to get them training just before or wen they turn 2. Gotta admit I'm dreading it ... But then Cendrine has surprised me in some many things that she does so I'm hoping she will be ok about it

Cendrine said "POO POO" 4 the 1st time yesterday whilst she was doin a no#2 . I was so thrilled. And the nite b4 she pointed to the oven and said to me with a serious voice of caution "HOT" whilst pointing at the oven. I have 2 admit I just turned the oven on. I don't like her in the kitchen when stove or oven is on, ... Augh, it just freaks me out.

KIM - Just what a fab talent to have in sewing. Oh, I'm so envious of u... Oh, no I'm actually jealous (Boo Hoo). Thought I was fantastic 'ironing on' some cute patches on Cendrine's tops 2 jazz em up, LOL

LEANNE - Av u got ya new Telly yet ?? Gee, saw a 68cm in Aldi last wk. To think I paid a grand$ 4 a 68cm TV about 14yrs ago. Still have it & it's blown twice.

KIM - How's our lil sweet Darcy girl doin ? Did the Doc say an approx duration in how long it would take 2 clear up ?

Got a bit down last nite about turnin 42 nxt Tues - don't kno why ??? I think cause Adam & my plan was 2 try 4 another bub wen Cendrine turned 1, but oh my god I jst & still don't feel ready 2 go thru it all again. We av bn kinda tryin, jst not like b4 wt Cendrine.
They found a growth in my uterus last mth & we av appt wt specialist 31st this mth. I'm crappin myself if I'm told my chances r slim, ... tho my GP reckons I should be fine (but she admits shes no expert in the field).

Oh, wish I was younger to av the luxury (as I call it) to chose wen u r ready 4 the nxt one(bub) ... Wish I had another 3 or 4 more yrs but my age is so against me. Is strange to feel your body is considered of mature age to have a bub, yet I feel so damn young. It's a weird but sort of cruel feeling. As I never chose to have children later in life, it's jst the way it worked out.

... I'm so beautifuly lucky 2 have my Cendrine , it's jst that she so deserves a sibling & I want her 2 kno later in life I certainly tried : ) Their isn't anything I wouldn't do 4 her, she's such a sweet gift & makes me lauf each & every day