I've come home for lunch but as usual I feel guilty if I don't go back and say I'm sick.

I just got off the phone to Chris, I burst into tears as soon as I got off the phone....He frustrates me so much! I told a guy at work that I think I'd be much better off without him....I am such a calm person until Chris is around, as soon as Jayden does something I'm the one getting in trouble over it. Last night it was my fault he was crying, I should have calmed him down quicker! I know I keep saying it but I don't know how much more I can take....I don't want to be with him anymore, he is obviously not going to change. Sorry for the vent, I'm probably sensitive from have no sleep and sorry no personals.